Ive got joy :)
Wow… its been a while….I think that one of the fruits that has been thriving in my heart is joy lately. By no means has life been easier or I feel more secure in my future. Its actually gotten more and more complicated and leaving me to question things that I thought that I have discerned already. I’m still trying to get over my pride and thinking of how secure I was knowing god’s plan for my life. He has been teaching me over the weeks that I don’t follow a plan to be faithful, I follow Christ and Christ alone. That every step I take I depend on jesus like he was to the father.
Jesus gave them this answer: “I tell you the truth, the Son can do nothing by himself; he can do only what he sees his Father doing, because whatever the Father does the Son also does. (John 5:19)
Even though my heart breaks, I still I find myself smiling more and more. With want he wants me to do I feel more and more unqualified as I think about it. I know that its not about want I feel but about obedience.
